It's been quite a while since I have updated here. A lot has been going on. I moved, and moved again. I am about to move yet again. It'll be one helluva change, but I am looking forward to it. Things are interesting at home with my parents. I haven't really lived here in nearly 6 years. But it is temporary. weird. its weird. I enjoy the company of my parents; watching movies with my dad and playing the wii; having my mom cook dinner for me when I come home from work. I have to work tomorrow. Poo on that, 12 days straight. I took next weekend off. I'm so tired that I feel i'm rambling. Buenas noches.

I want to pull my hair out right now. I didn't sleep well last night. Having this distance between us royally sucks. It could be worse, he could be overseas and unable to call at all. Some are not very understanding right now and i'm at wits end about it. I'm stressed about too much to worry about someone else's selfish needs when I can't meet my own financial and health needs. I need a real job. I wish I could just up and leave right now. Just pack a truck up with everything and leave. I feel like I am going absolutely nowhere here. Hopefully I can find something better jobwise in the coming months. And might I add, it's my turn. Stand back and let me enjoy what little happiness I have.

With everything that has been going on the past few weeks, I have been forced to closely evaluate my own life and the directions I could go in. Its weird, but interesting. Opportunity has knocked and it isn't what I expected. Its not just something that I need to think about, but something that could be a reality in the near future. Some things that I thought I wanted or needed don't seem quite as important right now. Finding something better to supplement needs and wants isn't a bad thing. I want to tell myself that I need to be careful not to make the wrong decisions and beware of bad judgement and purposeful naivety, but I don't care. I want to let loose and be a little carefree. Whether this will last or not, only time will tell. But I have made my decision to try.

On a totally unrelated topic: People watching at the HSC is interesting.

Time to go to class. Group teaching presentations begin today. Oh, for joy.